Guess what. I decided to write on this. It is a nice todat. How is everybody?

HELLO!!!

Wow! I think I have not been very good at keeping this up. I think it is because my life is not very exciting. I am just glad that I can still get to work most days and get my work done to the best of my ability. I can still pay my bills, even if I have to ration them out on occasion. I recently bought 4 new tires, so I hope I will be able to get to work on snowy days. PLEASE PLEASE be a dry winter, with snow only on weekends. Pleassssse!

Hi!

I am still here.I am now worried about how I am going to continue paying my mortgage after October, especially if I retire. I really want to, you do not know how badly I want too! I can still afford to put some more money into escrow for about 5 more months worth of payments. but then it is anybodies guess!

Yikes

I had a startling experience yesterday. I had called in sick at about 2:30 A.M. yesterday. I felt awful. I got up again somewhere around 8:30 or so. Around 9:00 I heard a loud bang, but didn't think anything about it. The dog started barking, but she barks at everything. Then I heard a knock on the door. I opened it and a neighbor told me that a car had gone into my garage. I looked out side and my backyard fence was flattened and there was a red mini van sticking out of the side of my garage. My car was thrown halfway across the garage with a big dent on the side of the car, all my storage shelves were thrown all over and the cinder block wall had a big part of the wall missing! Needless to say I did not have a good day. The funny thing is, The name of the driver and her husband was Sorensen! No one was hurt,but I have a Big headache! I hope my car isn't totaled! They are responsible for all the damages. The Husband said they had $50,000 of personal property coverage. There insurance will have to pay for the entire amount. It is, however going to be a huge inconvenience!

Easter

Hi! It is Easter season again. I have been thinking about our Savior and what His atonement means to me. It is hard to comprehend, and I often find that I simply do not understand it at all. It takes a lot of faith just to get up in the morning (oops I mean in the middle of the night) and make myself go to work. I wonder if it worth the bother. My life consists of work, drag myself home, feed the dog and myself, get to bed in the daylight so I can do it all over again the next day. I hope there is some reward in the end. I wish that I could not be so hard on myself and not take things so seriously. I expect to do everything right so that no one can ever criticize me. I take every failure to rise to expectations of others as a complete disaster. I don't even know what I am expected to do, but I feel like my attempts to do every thing right is just not good enough. This is a struggle every day of my life. The fact the I know that the gospel of Jesus Christ is true is sometimes the only thing I can hang on to. So hallelujah He is Risen!

Bah Humbug

Well it is springtime in the Rockies again. Eain, snow and maybe even SUNSHINE. Mud and more mud.

Same old, same old

Well another month almost over. It is a usual blah Feb. But it sure beats Jan. Lots of lettuce etc. to cut. Still getting up at 3:30. I am still hating it. Cheer up in just3 weeks (March 13) we can go back to daylight savings time. This means that I can go back to getting up at 2:30 and waiting for three hours after I get to work before the sun is even up. Oh joy.