I don't know what to say

The Title of this says it all. I want Dave and his sweet boys to know that I loved his wife and their Mother more than I can say. I hope that you understand that I do and did love her and you even though I didn't visit with Alleen and her family as often as I should have or could have I still love them. I am glad that some of my family could be with you in Salt Lake at his time of need. I have resolved that I will do better in the future at helping and supporting you and other family members. I have issues with driving that prevent me many times from physically coming to visit as I should. Please know that I pray for you and love you.