Sunday, November 30, 2008








These are the pictures of the interior of the house that were in the brochere. There is not a picture ot the bedrooms. It looks like I got carried away with the uploading now that I have figured out how to do it. There are 2 pictures that I uploaded twice. I hope that I can get out of here this week or early nezt week. I need to get out of this limbo. It is taking a toll on me. I hope that you all had a Happy Thanksgiving. I really really wanted to be there. If I would have known eairlier that the moving company needed more notice that I gave them I still might have been able to come, that is if I would have been able to find a doggie hotel for Molly!

Saturday, November 15, 2008


I finally found out how to upload photos on here.

Sunday, November 09, 2008

$23.09

That is the amount of money I found in DH wallet last week. It is nice to know that he did not die pennyless. I am still hoping to come to the Valley for Thanksgiving, but it could change. I haven't found a place to board dog and cat for the holiday. My house is supposed to get the fence Mon. I still haven't found a painter. If I painted the bedroom my favorite color, it would be red, and a red bedroom in a South facing room, or any other room for that matter would be a bit over whelming. I am thinking of a nice blue green for the living room. I have found a color called lavenderbeige the is kind of pretty. It might work for the bedroom. Life for me is so overwhelming right now that it is a struggle on most days just to get out of bed and get to work. This is not the best time of year in the best of circumstances, and this year is exceptionally unbest! Being widdowed right in the middle of moving is definitly not a good time. I feel over stressed trying to move because I do not have the strenght to dig out all of the 20 years of accumalated stuff. Even worse DH lived in this house with his mother since the 1960s and they were both huge packrats. Except for the first 5 years of our marriage he lived here, in the old house I am in. After 8-9 hours on my feet at work all day, it is all I can do to feed the critters and myself. I fall asleep in the chair I sit in to watch TV and eat supper in. I then wake up around 2 or 3 in the morning. Then, after going to the bathroom, letting the dog out, and then back in again, it is almost time to get ready for work, but I take a drink and then try to get some more sleep. often I then have nightmares, and when the alarm goes off, I can't get up. akkk!